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4/19/2008

It might be sad.....

But for me it is sad, b/c my dad, who I have a pretty good relationship with, has not spoke to me since the day before Easter. He hasn't even called to see how the baby is or nothing. I think is pretty immature of him to act like this with his daughter and grandson. I can promise that I will never treat my child the way he has treated me in the past. He is a wonderful dad, don't get me wrong, I love him so much. But he does have a way of making me feel guilty or like its my fault. The reason he isn't talking to me is pretty silly, but I guess he must think its a good reason. So my mom and him got a divorce when I was 6, and he married the babysitter...but the divorce was horrible, not child or children, I have a big sister, should have to go through what we did, and still am going through, you would think after 20 some years it would be over with...NOPE!!! Well my mom's mom killed herself when my mom was 8, she also killed my moms little brother and sister. So through out the years she has really lost most of her family or they just dont' keep in touch as much. So really the only family she has is me and my sister and our kids. Well my mom was at my grandmas for Easter dinner, which my grandma is my dads mom, and that is why he is mad. So anyways, I'm just sad b/c I haven't talk to him, and I even have tried calling and stuff, but he won't answer or call back, I guess he can't stay mad forever....or can he?

1 comments:

plainmama said...

Great photo for this entry. I'm so sorry that you are stuck in this mess! I hope he wakes up and realizes he's missing out on special moments of you and Jonathan's life.