Poor baby

My poor baby is sick. He has never had a fever, and then yesterday, I noticed his little head felt warm, sure enough 100.8, of course not ever dealing with a fever, I freaked out a little bit, but finally around 8ish last night he broke his fever and went to sleep. Last night was no different from any other night, he still got up around 3ish and went back to bed by 4. I really feel bad that he is sick, but honestly I'm so tired of not getting any sleep. I've tried everything to get him to sleep better and nothing has worked. CIO did work for a little while, but that is when he started getting up at 3 am and starting his day. I'm just exhausted. But he is sick, so its ok today...once he starts feeling better, its no ok.
We are about to go to the Dr to see what is going on with him. Still feverish and you can tell he just doesn't feel well, his little checks are red and his little eyes look sick. Send good thoughts and prayers our way! Jonathan's mom is going with me, which at first I didn't want her to, but I"m seriously so tired, I'm really glad she is going!
On another note, this girl almost killed me yesterday....she pulled out right in front of me, if there would have been another car coming I would have hit them head on, b/c I had to get over to miss her, it was amazing how fast it all happened, and she looked right at me, and then just pulled on out. I'm so glad I was going slow, and that little J wasn't with me. I really did get mad at this girl, she was a young girl that was in a hurry to get to the store that was only a sec. down the road, not sure why she couldn't wait. I know she had to see me. It really did scare me, that is how close it was. The only thing I could think about was little J, he was so sick, and needed his mommy. I'm so glad my guardian angel was with me. I was so mad, I turned around and went to the store, she was sitting in the parking lot in her ford explorer talking to 2 guys and just flirting away, I then was really mad, was she in that big on a hurry to go get hit on or flirt with, to almost cause a bad accident...I just dont get it. I sit there trying to calm down, really what I wanted to do was pull up to her car, get out of my car, open her car down, and pull her out by her hair. But that is not like me and I would never do that...like I said my baby boy needed me, so I left, I did want her to waste my time anymore. I guess its all so weird b/c yesterday morning, I had fell asleep with little j on the chair, while I was sleeping, I kept on having this weird feeling, it was almost like a dream, but it was just thoughts..does that make sense? I kept on thinking "I'm going to die" not really having a panic attack, but the thought was there. And it was like I kept on telling my self that Big J is just 5 mins away at work, and he can come over if need be. It was the weirdest thing, then I woke up, well got woke up by the phone, and I was fine, didn't think about it until I almost had the accident I had, I couldn't help to think it was somewhat connected. Maybe not, or maybe God just isn't ready for me to join him just yet. You guys probably think I've lost it....