Summer is here!

Of course its been here for a while now, but yesterday, was the first time we went to the pool! It was awesome. With temps reaching 100 yesterday, the cold water, felt the best ever! Little J did not like the pool at all, he cried, but once he got into the pool with me, and I walked around with him. He was more comfortable. We made a little shaded area for him and Elizabeth to sit under. It was so hot, and I was worried about having him out in the heat, but he ate so much ice to cool down with. But while we were there, having a wonderful time, my sister decides to let me know that I am isolating my baby. That he cries too much, and I need to let others babysit him, b/c he is too dependent on his mother. She really knows how to make me feel like a bad mother, or that I do not know how to be a parent. It really bothered me b/c I raised her daughter for her just fine...and we were having so much fun, and then she is making me feel bad. I swear she enjoys it. She was in a really weird mood yesterday, I should have knew she was going to say something. Oh well, I'm getting good at ignoring peoples rude comments or just telling them how I really feel about it. I mean what was the point in saying that stuff. I thought kids are suppose to feel like they can depend on their parents. Also I don't have people beating down my door to babysit like she did. I mean its ok b/c I had this child and I will take care of him b/c I love him,and I love being his mother. I don't know she just made me question a lot of things and one being if I'm a good parent or going to be a good parent. I guess we shall see.