Happy 9 months! Little J.....

Yay!! My little man turned 9 months yesterday, its so hard to believe that its been 9 months since I gave birth. He is a happy little man, and is crawling and has taken 5 or 6 steps to me and Big J a couple times. I can tell he is a little nervous about the whole walking situation, I'm sure he will be walking in the next month. He has 3 teeth, and there are 3 more trying to cut...its so hard on them, and us when they are in pain with teething. I just wish he would cut them already. He is saying Mama,which is the best sound in the world. He can also say Dada, byebye, hi, nonono, yes, and he is working on saying doggie. He also makes this noise all day long not sure how to explain it, but here is a picture so you can get an idea....
Its so cute! Other then no sleep we are doing pretty good in the baby department! He is getting a little better about the sleep, but we still have more bad nights then good. I think I'm getting use to only have 4 or 5 hours of sleep a night. This is another BIG reason we would be scared to have another baby. Some days I think I want one, but then I really know that right now is not a good time. Its crazy to think that in 3 months we will be celebrating Little J's first birthday party!! Its going to be so much fun!! Some requested for me to tell more about Little J. Well in indeed was not an accident. I like to tell my family he was b/c they would freak if they knew it happened the way it did. I mean he wasn't planned out, but we were not be very careful. So in August of 06 I went off my birth control b/c it was making me sick, and my body just doesn't do good with it. Well I was having problems with my sister, and she was always making me feel bad for not spending enough time with my niece, and it got to the point where it was like, if I didn't come and see her, then I couldn't see her. Or if my sister got mad at me then she would not let me hang out with my niece. Also me and Big J had been dating for 5 years, and I was board and felt like our relationship was just standing still, I know not a great reason to want a baby, but I really did want one. We talked about it and decided that whatever happened would happen and we would be happy with the ending result whatever that was. So we just stopped using BC all together, and wasn't preventing it but wasn't also trying. I also wanted my own child to have and spend time with, and I just felt like I wanted a family! So in Jan. I was sick, and I thought it was the flu b/c I was only a week late, which wasn't weird for me, I was always off track with AF. But big J said...you are pregnant. I didn't feel pregnant, I just felt sick like I had the flu. Well I finally took a test, and there it was a BFP! I was scared...and excited all at once...I thought for years I couldn't get pregnant, and then I did. It was not what I expected at all.
But now I'm so glad it happened!!! I'm so grateful to have this little boy to be a mommy to. He is the love of my life, and there is no way I would change the way things happened.