I've been really bad about blogging, its been a week. But I have good reasons. One is I was super sick. Still not sure what the deal was, but I would wake up with my throat so sore that I could not even breath. My nose was so stuffy, I couldn't breath, it was horrible. I'm much better now, my throat still hurts some in the mornings, and my nose is sore from blowing/wiping it so much. I was so sick, I barely had the energy to wake up. Let alone blog. It was nice though b/c little J somehow knew I wasn't feeling well, and he wasn't too hard on me. Finally after 2 weeks of being sick, big J stepped up and let me sleep 3 nights in a row, and he got up with little J. I almost think that helped me so much to get better, b/c after those 3 nights of sleep is when I started feeling a little better. Two things about being sick, one is the cool raspy voice you get from snotty nose and sore throat, I know I'm very weird, but I like that voice....lol 2nd thing is, I got flowers!! and not from Big J, from one of my very very good friends from SK Kari!!! She knew that I had been sick, and just wasn't have the best of days, so she sent me beautiful lillies. I love them! They are awesome, and they make my house smell sooo good!!! THANK YOU KARI!!!!! the pictures do not do justice, they are just beautiful!
I also need to update on the whole big J situation. Sorry for the bold writing, but I've tried to take it off bold for 5 mins now and its not working, so I guess I will just have to deal. Anyways.....
Thanks for all the wonderful comments. I talked to him and told him just what was in my blog, which by the way he thinks is silly, oh well. He thinks that everything is ok no problems what so ever. He thinks that I'm silly b/c I want the affection. I mean we have been together for almost 7 years, did you know that after 5 or 6 years you do not get affection or its not nessary? I find that to be silly. So we didn't really come to any conclusions. Other than he really does love me. But ya know what I'm not feeling it at all. Not sure what the next step is. I know that I need to be happy, and honestly its not that I'm so unhappy. I've always been a happy person, but I just need something more. And I would love to have it from Big J. This is the longest both of us has been with anyone, but still. The fighting has slowed down a lot. I'm so glad for that. But he is still hateful towards me, and I'm so getting tired of that. So right now thats not much to update that is really good. I hope soon though.
One really big update I do have it.....Little J is walking!!!! He is walking all over the place, its the cutest thing ever!! I love to watch his little short legs waddle all over the house. Its adorable. He is a rotten little boy b/c everytime I get the video camera out, he falls on his butt and just sits there. I've tried everything and he will not have it. I so wish I could get him on video, so I can share it with everyone, its so cute....
So I promise I will be around more this week for you all who like to read my blog, I'm feeling much better!!!
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YAY!! So glad you are back girl! Sometimes a little sleep is all you need to get well. I hope things get better with big J. That is awesome that little J is walking now. More things he can get into. Look out mama!!! The flowers are beautiful!! Kari you are awesome.
I'm so sorry that you weren't feeling well! That is so hard and the lack of sleep really pushes you over the edge and makes it harder for you to heal. I hope Big J realizes what a sweet girl he has and starts to show some affection. Everyone needs to feel that they are loved. Maybe ask him about what little J would think as he grows. My parents were not very affectionate and I hated that. Maybe Big J will think differently if he realizes that they love he shows to you, will also make an impression on little J and how people care for each other when they are in love.
Sweet and thoughtful of Kari for thinking of you!
Those are so pretty!! I am so glad you are feeling better. I am also happy that Big J let you sleep, because that is what you needed!!
I do have to say that I def. agree with Amy about Little J watching you and Big J, he is going to watch you and when he is older he will treat his wife the way Big J treats you. And I can already tell that it is true because anytime John and I hug and Elizabeth sees us she gets so excited, drops what she is doing and crawls to us as fast as she can with a big grin and gets in on all of the fun!!
Honey I am sorry to hear that you are stuck between a rock and a hard place with big J. Hopefully things will start to change or I hope you figure out what is going to at least make you the happiest. That's amazing that little j is walking!! What a stud
I have been waking up with a sore throat also, Is it gone all the way? Because mine has been bugging me for over a month now.
Thanks so much for all the kind and encouraging words!!
Nope I still have this stupid sore throat, I don't think it will ever go away....
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